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[15 Jun 2006|12:39am] |
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So, in contrast to my previous blog, things are starting to look up. People are less and less silly lately, and in general things are pretty sweet. On friday i had a wicked time with D-rock, B-arb, and K-atie (hmmm D-rock works but the other two not as much). It was my first time to meet K-atie, we had been talktyping for a while then decided to move along and go do something together. It was alot of fun and this weekend we're supposed to be going bowling (well it was going to be bowling, then wonderland, and now its back to bowling), Dwight and Theresa are supposed to come along as well, so it should be another awesome friday night! Then Saturday I'm going to the Argos home opener, i got tickets for my dad for fathers day....9th row bitches! SO that should be WICKED. Then in like...2 weeks its Dashboard and Dallas....SUCH a wicked couple of weeks coming up. Then apparently on july 8th we're having Jens 19th....woo hoo 19th birthdays are fun when you live in the bush (see barb, i said bush not forest!) cause EVERYONE shows up. So everything is pretty good right now, I may be broke, but money can't buy happiness right! (although a BMW sure would make me pretty happy...). So I'm really looking forward to going back to school. I love being home, and i really like being around the people i grew up with, and the people that mean alot to me, but i miss school. It's a combination of the friends, the freedom, and being in the classroom learning things, i miss it...man i feel like a nerd. Its true though, i miss Laurier, its my home away from hom, and a darn good one at that! Next year should be kinda cool with Kyle going there, we're decent friends and it'll be awesome to have him down there to hang out with. Im hoping i can make him feel like a big man on campus because he'll know an awesome second year! It's also cool that Gerald is going to Waterloo, he'll be just down the street, I've grown up with him, like since the TOS days....man oh man that seems like a long time ago *shudders*. So this past sunday Amber came by, I love seeing her, its always a good time. She brought Jacob with her, my mom says he looks just like me....NOTHING HAPPENED! WE JUST WORKED TOGETHER! So anyways, back to looking on Ebay for random purchases (kelly gruber anyone) and maybe watching some hockey or baseball! love you all!
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| Friendship....i guess you could say? |
[26 May 2006|02:28am] |
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Ok so its 1:37 a.m. right now, and I can honestly say i dont know what i feel right now. Lately I've felt very lied to, very mistreated, very insignificant, I feel like theres only a tiny handful of people i can trust. Just get that feeling that some people really dont appreciate me for who i am and what i have to offer. Not trying to sound cocky or anything but i think im a pretty good friend to have and lately it seems like people are just throwing that opportunity away, and thats totally their choice but its just frustrating to see it happen you know. Its weird seeing people change right before your eyes, one minute you see them and the next minute you see someone totally different, its almost scary. Sure people change, I know I have and everyone around me knows that i have, but i KNOW that ive kept my "core", and those who know me really well will agree with that. The thing is, some people take total 180s and start going in another direction totally and seeing friendships go from awesome to amazing, to not so great, to virtually not there, it can be a tough thing to deal with. I really wish i was closer to my "life" friends as i call them back home here. Closer in terms of geography, we're all spread apart. I just wish it was easier to hang out with them. My "life" friends from here are the friends that i know ill keep in touch with no matter what and will always be there for them, and know that they'll be there for me when i need them. The list is short but some of the most amazing people in the world are on it, most of you know the list thats coming, Theresa, Lesley, Jen, Arain and Nicole (and how can i leave out the creepy old girl named Amber), I really don't know if you guys know it, and i really dont know if any of you will even read this, you guys are nothing short of phenomenal and make my life brighter every time i see you, talk to you, even think about something (more then likely silly) that we've done together. Now i dont want any of my amazingly awesome friends from laurier reading this thinking you dont mean anything to me, Im pretty sure you all know what you mean to me....especially after scottie and i stayed up til when...oh right...6 in the morning to make that slideshow. Im the kind of person that doesnt like to see a friendship just fade away, not when it was a meaningful one. I guess thats what im really getting at. People always surprise you, sometimes its for the better, sometimes for the worse. You gotta roll with the punches sure but when you feel like you've been punched in the stomach so many times its hard to just keep on going with it. Wow all this typing on such a stupid topic. Most of this blog probably doesnt even make sense, it was more like i was using this blog space as Dr.Phil. He'd more then likely have a book under my chair to read at this moment, but after checking multiple times theres no book under my chair....just some speaker wire. Theresa will probably just read this and call me a big girl, cause well thats what she does and thats why i consider her my sister, that girl probably knows what i should do before i even know what i should do, she probably knows me better then i know myself. Lesley will probably make some crack about us reppin' lyf and being amazing (something to that extent anyways). Jen will probably either give a serious reply to this, quote an athlete that i would know OR she'll make fun of the length of this and the random sentences that i managed to put together or perhaps both. Arain, well who knows what he'll do, probably ask some questions....and maybe sit there and ponder why i consider him such a good friend....if he actually thinks that is, i have my doubts. Nicole will probably read it and with that little body of hers make some sort of comment that will make me smile. Of course Amber will say i have to dumb it down for the local folk. Well thats enough random blogging for me right now, its now 2:17, i felt tired a while back but not anymore, who knows what ill get up to now.
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[17 May 2006|02:52pm] |
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Hells yes for lesinator setting up my livejournal after about 5 months of me having it but not knowing what the hell to do. Pretty excited, and I should have all kinds of fun and mind provoking journal updates in the near future!
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